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My name is Kissra, an average woman, Canadian born in Montreal on Dec-31 1975, of Polish descent. English is my primary language, I also speak French and Polish.
I am a “virtual” adult model and I blog my personal life online on my website(s). The majority of my content is SFW (Safe For Work), blogs, podcasts and more. However, the smaller portion is NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in essence a mix of both.
My boyfriend and I have been together since highschool, we are not married (see the "Gothic" menu option to learn about my philosophy). I do not do drugs, alcohol or smoke, I keep my body healthy. I am purely virtual, meaning I do not meet in real life nor do I have an open relationship.
To understand how I think and why I think the way I do, see the menu item on top “Gothic”, it’s my life philosophy!
Some facts about me FAQ:
- I have never done any type of “recreational” drugs in my entire life! Not even weed, which is legal in my hometown of Winnipeg where I currently live.
- I don’t drink alcohol, only socially on rare occasions. I drink wine once or twice a year.
- I don't drive, never got my license. I get driven everywhere like the princess I am :)
- I don’t meet people from the internet, never did and never will!
- All my adult content is with my boyfriend since high school
- I’m from Jewish descent but I don’t believe in religions. Therefore, I’m not associated with any man made religions. To learn about my life philosophy, see Gothic menu item on top of my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com
- My boyfriend is from Muslim descent and he as well does not believe in man made religions. As a matter of fact, see his life philosophy on his personal website (link on WiiR1 menu item from my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com); if you thought I was weird in my life philosophy, his outlook on things is out of this world, literally!
- I don’t like people with extreme views or opinions. I like open minded people who can choose a way of life yet allow others to choose theirs; basically people who don’t push their beliefs and ideology on others. I like people who are not judgmental, kind and have empathy.
- I love romance and I’m a sucker for sweet talk. I love to feel like a princess, not in a monetary/materialistic way but with words and “effort”
- I am a gamer chick. See my PodCast#14 (Menu item “WiiR1” from the top on my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com)
- I’m a biker chick. I ride behind my guy and love cross-country motorcycle travels, camping along the way, motels and on route biker bars.
- I love the beach and BBQ’s
- I love nature and animals
- I support gun ownership for self defense to law abiding citizens. I believe no one should put their entire livelihood in an institution or government with the promise to protect them.
- I believe in science, but not the imposed coercion and blackmail that is forced on people by governments and corporate elites.
- I don’t believe in the WEF, WHO or the UN. These entities are for the benefit of the corporate select-few and are against humanity, our planet and all its inhabitants. To see details about what I think on things, see my PodCast (Menu item “WiiR1'' from the top on my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com)
- I choose not to participate in politics because it’s a game that is rigged and you will never make a difference no matter what you say or do. Therefore, I choose not to participate in this useless rigged game.
- I believe people with fixed views about life (religions tend to do that) are incapable of change or evolve into something better.
I will keep adding points here as I get asked by different users.
People ask me all the time, why do you live life the way you do? One simple word, freedom. It’s a choice one makes in life about how they want to position themselves in society. There is a fine balance between those who do things and follow a specific way of life because they care what others will think, say on them and their choices; while "others" who say we are ..[this].. like it or move on.
My online presence is not a random decision, I positioned myself to do this lifestyle. A little history about me, I grew up without a father, he died when I was very young, and did not live on the straight and narrow. My mother was single most of her life.
I speak three languages: polish, english and french. I grew up and was born in Montreal, Quebec. I met my long term (since high school) boyfriend there and over the years we have gone through life and it’s curveballs. We come from two extremely controversial backgrounds, mine Jewish and his Muslim. His first name Ziyad mine Barbara, he was born in Kuwait. These names are a past life that evolved into new persona using our middle names Isydia Boone and Kissra LynnKay.
This extensive difference in culture and background strengthened our relationship and geared us to where we are today. We are beings living on planet earth, that being said we ceased any connection with background as it conflicted in our decision to be free. My tattoos and expression of sexuality online are a philosophical portal indicating our awakening evolution throughout our years together.
Growing up in a time with no internet, strong society image and family culture it was a tough choice to distance ourselves from those obstacles, as most people around us followed the traditional society imposed life. Our idea was to gain more from life than what was the norm at the time, which was education, marriage followed by children. Thus, we chose not to have kids, but the marriage idea seemed plausible as we loved each other very much. However, since family, religion and culture were not aspects in our life, how do you marry? Which "priest" to choose? Our sole remaining choice was a civil ceremony held in a courtroom and legalized by a justice of the peace; which we quickly saw as nothing more than a contract with the government holding us together. So, we concluded that our love keeps us together not an official paper.
We went through a myriad of phases throughout our years together, by moving out on our own in Montreal and starting with the corporate image life, spending money without saving for a rainy day. Life in a downtown city like montreal was fast paced and image/ money oriented. Eventually, the decision was made to walk away as there was money but, no time to actually sit down and enjoy.
We ended up leaving Montreal, selling our furniture and taking with us whatever items that fit into our car. At that moment, not only our voyage to a new life began, but, we walked away from family, the values instilled in us growing up. It was a reality the moment we got in the car and drove
Our original plan was to drive to Vancouver and on the way get odd jobs make some money and continue; as we did not save for a rainy day. Along the route, we stopped in Winnipeg, Manitoba as it appeared to us laid back, basic with the ambiance of a mid sized town inside in a city. We discovered a temp agency known as Labour Ready, which did not exist in Montreal; they provided daily temp positions mainly in manual labour positions, paying cash in the same day. Isydia applied there and took on several day jobs, until one day he was sent to a steel company, where the foreman onsite liked his work and hired him.
Winnipeg allowed us to gather our thoughts and settle down from the high life of Montreal. During this time I worked in call centers while Isydia worked at the steel company. We did have some time to eat at restaurants, frequent clubs, play pool. We met a ton of different people, and learned new life experiences.
Isydia used to crane steel plates at the company he worked at and at times load them onto flatbed of semi trucks. One night, a trucker came to get loaded and was told it would be considerable time before he would be done, the trucker just said "knock on my door to tell me you are done". It was then Isydia’s curiosity peaked and he decided to ask the trucker why he doesn’t leave and return later. The trucker showed him the inside of his truck, and it looked like a house. There were upper/ lower bunk beds to sleep, a fridge, a small T.V.
Isydia took some pictures and later that night presented the idea of becoming a trucker to me. We decided to research the idea more carefully, which resulted in Isydia leaving his steel job, and pursuing a new endeavour in trucking.
My boyfriend and I came from high class well educated families, both are well traveled and financially stable. Neither families were religious; but you can say moderates or non following. However you view it, we came from backgrounds of contrast, our life choices are based on solely our decisions not due to having disadvantaged families. After lengthy talks, we realized that as long as we cling to the past our present will never be ours, thus we agreed to choose our own path so we moved on and let go our past life and without looking back. Here are some pix with my mom when I was tiny :)
These phases of evolution throughout our years together, made us strong and we are always two facing the obstacles and incentives as one
Don't steal, don't kill, don't rape, don't fight wars, don't hurt animals, don't poison and destroy our planet, help others, be kind, don't be a hypocrite, don't stand for values that harm others, don't take sides and be just; these are principles every human of every faith can embrace!
I choose to free myself from the shackles of society, religion, traditions and my journey is mine alone. I don't care what others say. I don't need to defend my beliefs to anyone. I do what feels right to me and I keep in mind to be respectful to those around me. I will walk my own path and your approval or “opinion” is not needed!
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