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CriesOfTheGoth.com - Gallery Note:  To comment or communicate about my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com, please use the dedicated X post found below. Also feel free to comment on this blog as well. For comments please "Click Here" use this X post! People often ask me how I deal with them confusing my real persona with the one associated with the adult industry. My simple answer is: "It doesn’t matter what people think; it’s their perspective, not mine." My website isn't designed to enlighten people about the real me, but rather to provide a place for those who are genuinely interested in knowing me. Whatever you choose to believe about me is okay, as we are all free to think how we want. This often leads to an important question I am frequently asked: "What attracts me most in people?" I am attracted to those who base their views on the understanding of knowledge, information, and truth, rather than on what things "look like." As for peopl...

CriesOfTheGoth.com - Gothic / My Life Philosophy Note:  To comment or communicate about my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com, please use the dedicated X post found below. Also feel free to comment on this blog as well. For comments please "Click Here" use this X post! Everything you do at any moment is governed 100% by your programming—the teachings you received from schools, temples of worship, family, and society in general. The depth of this programming and your belief in it determine your actions and behaviors. But what if you were to delete everything you were taught by the media, schooling, and places of worship? Would that help you discover and follow the true path you set for yourself? The answer is always yes. The only reason you don’t follow your own true path is because your programming has set restrictive definitions and parameters that limit you from being your true self. The question then becomes: Why don’t we just delete everything we were indoctrinated with ...

CriesOfTheGoth.com - Landing page Note:  To comment or communicate about my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com, please use the dedicated X post found below. Also feel free to comment on this blog as well. For comments please "Click Here" use this X post! Unless explicitly stated, please never assume anything about me. I live two distinct and separate lives: my business life and my vanilla life . Many people form a persona of me based on my online content, my involvement in the adult entertainment business since 2002, and the fact that I have multiple partners. However, these assumptions are often incorrect and not a true reflection of who I am. This can prevent people from understanding what I'm truly saying on my website, as they may only see what validates their preconceived notions. I wrote this document to ask you to read my website with a clear mind and without assumptions to understand the real meaning of my words. My online presence is extensive, as I allow peop...

I have decided to create a poll for all my fans who subscribe to me to determine the type of content they would like to see. The idea is I see which type of content has the most votes and I try to shoot it.  I have written categories that I am willing to do, most are quite standard and seen on my onlyfans. I will decide based on the outcome of the poll each week what I will shoot.  The idea behind this is to determine what type of content fans like to see and for me to experience new ideas. I have learned of various fetishes and preferences that fans have spoken to me about and will try to incorporate them into my content. One thing to keep in mind is that I am not mainstream, this content will be shot in an amateur, girl-next-door type fashion. I will shoot the content to the best of my ability and with the props, lingerie that I have. The one thing I try to do is keep my content creative and different with each post. I am eager to learn what my sweet pervs will choos...

The Power of Perseverance Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will. Where does doubt come from? It often arises from a feeling that nothing ever works out, as if a person's life is a constant struggle, no matter what they attempt. This feeling can be fueled by making unfavorable comparisons with others who have achieved similar goals. When people take to heart the negativity from those around them, self-doubt can manifest in their minds, steering them away from their intended goals. To overcome this, one must have incredible discipline and a strong will. You have to push through the hardships on the way to success. Reach greatness by not allowing doubts to control your mind; perseverance is key to success. Doubt can be a true dream-crusher and goal-killer. While one might attribute life situations to the inability to accomplish goals, thoughts like, "Oh, that's impossible; I can't do it," are often the real deterrent. These thoughts can become an excuse to s...