My Writings

Intro Where does doubt come from? In the general sense of mind and thought. It's a feeling that nothing works out for a person and their life basically sucks the shit bag; no matter what they attempt to do. Often times erroneous comparisons are made with people they see in their life or online that achieved similar goals, but they feel they simply cannot measure up. They usually firmly believe and take to heart all the negativity from people around them. If you choose to pursue a goal and you end up facing obstacles self-doubt can manifest in your mind steering you away from achieving the intended goal. One must have incredible discipline and strong will to overcome obstacles. Live through the shit while you are on the way to the light. Reach greatness by not allowing the doubts to control your mind, perseverance is key to success. Doubt essentially can be a real dream crusher and goal killer. Now, one might attribute life situations as a deterrent to accomplishing goals. Also, the...

Rebel Unique Goth Many people have posed the question to me about why I chose the gothic alternative, rebel lifestyle, what I define as doing things outside society's expectations. Growing up in my generation it was expected that one completes education, chooses a field of profession, marries,  buys a house, then family enters the picture. Most of the people I knew followed that path to some extent. I however, think that there were forces at play guiding me to where I am today since it seems that it was most difficult for me to end up in the traditional family unit.  Today,  way of life changed because of the internet and people became more in tuned with other options and possibilities to choose, life just took a 360 and changed. Many things that were taboo even to speak of in previous years are now socially acceptable, if I were to elaborate on this point, it's as if the  invention of the internet suddenly turned taboo into norm. Now, if the internet never materiali...

Be Beautiful And Love Yourself Beauty is only skin deep, and beauty is in the eye of the beholder. As the sayings go, external attractiveness has little to do with overall quality. What may appeal to one person may not to another. Also, there is beauty in the imperfection, one just has to see it.  Most people see beauty in how attractive something or someone looks on the external surface. I believe there is more to the true definition of beauty than meets the eye.   People usually never see beauty for the multitude of perspectives it can offer. Even when one looks at objects displayed in a  store window, the more fancy the decoration the better. But what if the objects in the window are just placed in a random way, would it still have the same appeal? I think yes they would depends on the eye viewing it. If one thinks or pictures the moon, it has craters, in color really plain and ordinary if you really think about it. But if one delves deeper than the surface would ther...

Alternative Life When one hears the word alternative one thinks weird, different not normal I believe these are societal words that were invented to keep a certain norm ongoing. I am noticing that many people today have opted for a more "outside the box of norm" way of life than ever, how internet and mind evolvement.  This article is my definition of alternative life and a general sense in how I am living it. It is an exploration of life and what it has to offer outside the norm of society and what you are supposed to follow when faced with certain situations. I decided to create my own and determine what is best for me and my soulmate.   This life for me matches the choices I made with my boyfriend of 25yrs, which was to position ourselves so we can live this life together as one. Having a one or soulmate, is important in both the long and short term of life, as life will throw you curveballs and as one you deal with them which forms integrity, truth and trust. This for...

This blog is intended for those who read my sites and peruse my social media, to understand and make the distinction between my personal website CriesOfTheGoth.com and my played out online fantasy site DarkGothAngel. CriesOfTheGoth .com. I will begin by discussing my personal site CriesOfTheGoth .com which will describe my interests, hobbies and more of my personal characteristics. These will include my fashion choices, music tastes, makeup looks,  recipes, books I read and review plus other venues I will choose to explore. Nothing on this site will be sexual in nature.  I have decided to separate the online fantasies being played out and my true self. Hence, if you happen to see my content online that is sexual, do not assume that you can automatically contact me on my personal site to send me pictures of your junk, or messages to meet or anything sexual in nature; I have aggressive spam filters  in place so you will be wasting time.  Now, for those who only want t...

  Porn/sex industry and its Workers: the difference explained This article is about sex workers and the industry they represent, also the lies society preaches to discourage it. Also, I will explain my view on the sex workers what they do and the discrimination and judgement they face at times. Let me start by defining what the term Porn means to me, it is the act of performing sex acts on camera with strangers for money. There is nothing wrong with it, it should not be taboo or labeled as shameful. Also, it should not be viewed as something only drug addicts do or lowlifes who cannot do any better in life.   The misleading misconstrued lie is that its a bad thing to be a sex worker because its improper as one is selling one's body for money, therefore, society dictates that the proper thing to do is go be a sheep in a herd where you blindly follow your sheeple around you to be accepted, meanwhile suffer in the hands of the system as it will dictate your existence and bas...

I have decided to write this article as a way of describing how things have changed since just a few years back when the internet was not a major influence in society and lives did not depend on it as much. People actually were smarter when the internet/social media was less used especially when opinions come into play. The majority of people use social media for everything from work to talking to family and friends as a result they rarely see one another face to face in person.   This article will be about how one is profiled by social media, and that most audiences believe in blind faith that what is written about a person without actually knowing them.  Also, how times have evolved since social media and the internet became an integral part of human social life, even when it comes to employment opportunities in today's new age. Online presence content has become something similar to a credit score.  This article will also describe how It seems as if the young gene...

 Higher powers were definitely at work when  2020 arrived since it has been one of the most erratic years that I have ever experienced, especially since the covid19 global pandemic suddenly hit the world out of nowhere, some say certain countries prepared for this event, others are not taking it seriously enough and the rest pay the price.  I think it's hard to distinguish fact from fiction regarding this pandemic when it comes to the statistics in case numbers, as there is no viable proof of what the media is posting so people take the news being reported at face value. Before this pandemic began, I was on the road long haul trucking across Canada/US for about four years with my boyfriend of 25yrs, each week and trip was a new destination and adventure for us, I enjoyed this immensely since we spent all our time together and went through the joys and challenges of trucking; then suddenly it all came to a halt when the Canada/US border shut down for whats termed as non-es...